Jew’s Ear

Jew’s Ear

or auricularia polytricha, is a fungal
name, connoting the ear of Judas who
was said to have hanged himself from an elder
tree, where Jew’s Ears sprout, though here they
grow on deceased Māhoe trees, a.k.a. Whiteywood:

The English named it for its white bark; Māori
for bearing blue-purple berries. Incidentally,
Māori called the Jew’s Ear hākekakeka:
keka meaning ‘lunacy’ and ‘lament’;
hā meaning ‘breath’ and ‘sound’.
What grief did they hear in the

deadman’s ear? His keka
echoing from dead tree
trunks that spilled
violet tears?

 

Deborah Faith Thompson

Tangimoana

 

This is the place where life comes to leave.
No sand for sunbathers. Unless they be

washed up remains of trees, twice dead
bones of the earth, parched and stark
in dreadful sunlight.

Unless they be shags watching the fresh river
rush out to the breakers — new threads in the
blanket of water drawing itself onto the sand toes
of the beach — their wings wide open in youthful
apathy as the breeze, breath of the sea, dances

through their damp feathers and rustles
the Toetoe, angel hair, whale teeth, filtering
whispered stories from the ocean.

Was it my great grandmother?*
who one morning felt the tide
of her life coming in to go out,
and took a walk to the shore,
stepping softly in sea-foam and salt

death, her stiffening body wrapped
in a watery pall, then left, arms splayed,
to dry off in the sun.
A swift cure for old age.

*It was actually my great great great-grandmother, Rosina Dixon, who died of exposure on the shores of Foxton Beach. She’s buried in Bunnythorpe cemetery.

Deborah Faith Thompson

Fifty words about Friendly Feilding

 

My reflection glowed in the bedroom window against layers of black
and blue in the autumn evening. Street lights and lit windows were all
fallen stars stretching back to the ranges oppressed by dirty clouds that
formed an infinite violet cloak descending on the town, leaning over its
low shoulder.

Deborah Faith Thompson

Woman Jailed For Pamper Party Murder

New Zealand

12:49 pm on 29 September 2017

Sarah Robson, Auckland Reporter
@rarahsobson sarah.robson@radionz.co.nz
An Auckland woman who stabbed her friend to death at a pamper party has been jailed for at least 12 years.
Anna Browne, 37, was found guilty in August of murdering mother-of-two Carly Stewart in October 2016.
Browne stabbed Ms Stewart once in the head with a large kitchen knife, inflicting an 11 centimetre stab wound.
She died after losing massive amounts of blood.
In the High Court in Auckland today, Browne was sentenced to life imprisonment, with a minimum non-parole period of 12 years.
The court was told that the pamper party was meant to be a chance for a group of friends to catch up, have a few drinks and get their nails done.
But things took an ugly turn.
Justice Wylie said the two women got into a verbal argument, but Ms Stewart had decided to “be the bigger person” and walk away.
He said it was Browne who decided to pursue the matter.
She went into the kitchen and got a large knife. She hid it behind her back as she went to find Ms Stewart in the lounge.
Justice Wylie said Browne muttered Ms Stewart’s name before stabbing her once in the head.
The murder was witnessed by a number of Ms Stewart’s friends and family, including four children.
Browne then put the knife in the kitchen sink, took her handbag and left the party.
She returned to the scene at about the same time the police arrived and claimed she couldn’t remember what had happened.
Ms Stewart’s mother, Sharlene Stewart, told the court her daughter was a loving mother to her two sons.
She said the family still struggles to understand what happened.
“Shame on you Anna Browne, how dare you murder our beautiful Carly, what did Carly to deserve this?
“What did Carly do to deserve this? You gave Carly no chance to defend herself.”
She said the two boys are still scared and sleep with weapons beside their beds.
In the dock, Browne wiped tears from her eyes as she listened to the victim impact statements being read out.
In handing down the sentence, Justice Wylie said Browne had a lengthy criminal record.
While most were for dishonesty offences, in 1995 she was convicted in the Youth Court of wounding with intent to cause grievous bodily harm.
In 2004, Browne was convicted of wounding with intent to cause grievous bodily harm over an incident involving a machete in which she was the getaway driver.
Despite Browne’s lawyer, Marie Dyhrberg, telling the court that her client was aware of the impact of what she had done on Ms Stewart’s family, Justice Wylie said Browne was still seeking to shift the blame over what had happened.

https://www.radionz.co.nz/national/programmes/checkpoint/audio/201860595/pamper-party-murderer-sentenced-to-life-imprisonmentWhen the sentence was read out, the full public gallery remained silent.

https://www.radionz.co.nz/news/national/340494/how-dare-you-murder-our-beautiful-carly

It’s Seagull Attack Season – Hide Your Cats

1:28 pm on 19 December 2016

Sarah Robson, Reporter
@rarahsobson sarah.robson@radionz.co.nz

When James Sanday heard a cacophony of squawking outside his Mount Roskill home at 8 o’clock on a Sunday night, he didn’t expect to find his cat being dive-bombed by a seagull.
But there was Spring – the cat – cowering on the roof, covered in a bit of bird poo, waiting for the opportune moment to make her escape.
Mr Sanday said one gull swooped on Spring three or four times, while another circled overhead.
He’d never seen anything like it.
But a cat being attacked by a seagull might not be an unusual as you think.
Graeme Taylor, a principal science advisor at the Department of Conservation, said the gull in question was probably a southern black-backed gull.
They nest right around the New Zealand coast, but they can also be found in cities, nesting on top of buildings or in vacant lots.
And it’s about this time of year that their chicks are hatching.
“During December and January, there’ll be young chicks at nest sites, so the birds become very aggressive to defend their chicks during that time of year,” Mr Taylor said.
“That’s when the most human interactions occur with birds dive-bombing them during the chick rearing period and as defence they will swoop low over top of you, do a loud squawk and they’ll poop on you to drive you away.”
Mr Taylor said these sorts of attacks are common when people stray into nesting areas.
While people who live on the coast know to steer clear, he said people in urban areas might not be expecting it, because they don’t realise the gulls nest inside the city limits.
“The chicks, particularly when they get a bit bigger, will sometimes fly off the top of the building and land down on the streets, and the adults will actually defend them on the streets as well.
“And if they land somewhere near someone’s back garden, then you could end up with a chick running around and the adult birds defending it from people or from pets.”
Mr Taylor said as chicks, the gulls look a bit like rabbits with their grey plumage.
“A pet could become quite interested in them, but they probably aren’t expecting the adult to be so fiercely defending them, so that would certainly give a cat a real fright.”
If you found yourself confronted with an angry seagull parent, Mr Taylor said you should back away until they stop attacking you.
“If you do see the chick running around, allow it to get in somewhere that’s out of sight of people, it’ll usually hunker down underneath a shrub or something like that and go quite quiet so that they’re not being attacked by other predators.”
And Mr Taylor you wouldn’t want to end up covered in seagull poo.
“It’s pretty unpleasant because you know that black-backed gulls do feed around refuse dumps and offal and things like that, so what droppings are coming out can be very smelly and very full of bacteria, so you don’t really want to get coated in it.”

https://www.radionz.co.nz/news/national/320786/it’s-seagull-attack-season-hide-your-cats

Stock Rescued From Flood

I’m Sarah Robson and I was at FAHS from 2001 to 2005. While I was still at school, I started writing for a national youth magazine, Tearaway. I went to Victoria University, where I studied political science and got involved with the student magazine, Salient. I’ve been a journalist for six years now, working for Australian Associated Press then Radio New Zealand. I’ve covered both general news and politics.

7:51 pm on 8 March 2017

Sarah Robson, Reporter
@rarahsobson sarah.robson@radionz.co.nz

Some Clevedon locals stripped down to their underwear in a desperate attempt to rescue stock stranded by floodwaters today.
The area has been hit hard by heavy rain that has drenched much of the upper North Island, trapping tourists in the Coromandel and forcing the evacuation of hundreds of campers, most of them children, from regional parks.
The plains around Clevedon village, south of Auckland, have been inundated by the swollen Wairoa River, leaving stock scrambling for any scrap of dry land.
Locals have spent much of the day driving up and down North Road, offering help to rescue stranded cattle, sheep and horses from the flood waters.
Ryan Roberts said there was stock missing all over the place.
“We’re just assessing the situation, just seeing where the cows are, just making sure they’re safe, and if not, we’ll try our best to get to them, or get a boat and see if we can guide them away.”
By mid-afternoon, Mr Roberts said he had helped rescue “30-odd cattle and a couple of horses”.
To rescue one group of four cows, Mr Roberts and two other men had to swim through the floodwaters.
“They were stuck on a little island in the middle of where the river is. We just swum out, had a look around and there was a couple in the bush.
“We’ve had to swim them out of the way and get them back to dry land,” he said.
And it was tough work to keep the cows’ heads out of the water.
“They were a bit knackered, they had probably been out there for a while, but we did our best,” Mr Roberts said.
One of Mr Roberts’ fellow rescuers, Shaun Brantsma, said they found one cow stuck in a tree that was almost drowning.
“It was well over both our heads, so we had to swim back with that one, taking turns holding it up out of the water, got our breath back and swam in again and got another four,” he said.
“Now we’ve got to find the rest of them.”
Mr Branstma said it was something he had to do to help the community.
“A lot of people’s livelihoods are floating down the river at the moment, stranded. You’ve just got to get in there and get it done.”
As the men were rescuing one cow, other locals arrived offering to bring down trailers and utes to transport them to drier paddocks.
Mr Brantsma said there had probably been some heavy stock losses in the area.
“A thousand sheep on Tourist Road are gone … A few people I know have lost all their stock. Anyone we can help is better than nothing.”

https://www.radionz.co.nz/news/national/326174/stock-rescued-from-flood-‘you’ve-just-got-to-get-in-there

My Parents

My name is Emma Fraser and I attended FAHS from 2013 through to 2017. This year I begin a new adventure at Massey University in Palmerston North studying a Bachelor of Communications. This piece was written as an assessment for Level 3 English.

My dad has been my hero for as long as I can remember. The big, tough policeman who used to save the world and braid my hair all in the same day. The man who loves adventure motorbikes and created a story for the song ‘flick the little fire engine’ and memorised it because it was his children’s favourite story. The man who stops criminals but has always made it back in time to pick me up from school or take me to sports practice. Fearless, brave and the softest person I know.

My mum taught me to be the person I am today. She taught me to be kind but never be pushed around. She taught me to stand up for myself and to always speak my mind. None of this was intentional, but as I grew up I have watched her. I watch as she runs around tirelessly making sure everyone around her is happy. I watch as she stands up to people that try and push her around. And I watch as she dances around the living room to her favourite but terrible songs trying to convince me that it ‘counts as exercise’. I watch when she thinks I’m not watching, and what I see is the person I want to become.

A parent’s love is natural. It is not an uncommon thing for a parent to read their child a bedtime story or trick their children into eating the vegetables they hate because they know in the long run it will be good for them. It is not uncommon for a mother to cry as her daughter receives an award at a ballet recital. It is not uncommon for a father to let his daughters dress him up in makeup and headbands because he knows it will make his girls laugh. That is called the love of a parent, simple but true. What is uncommon is something that I am fortunate enough to experience. It’s something more than the love of a parent. More than pride and belief. More than just doing what any parent would do for their child. It’s not fair that I must use the word uncommon or that I receive blank stares from many of my peers when I describe the relationship I have with my parents.

Not everyone has the relationship I have with my parents, not everyone feels the love and joy and admiration that I do. And I hate it. I hate when I hear stories from my friends about how they dislike their parents and it’s heartbreaking to know that not everyone knows what it feels like to have such relentless and unconditional love. Something more than just parental attachment.

A few years ago, I struggled with my acne. Normal, common, teenage acne. It was the thing I hated most about myself. My dad would make jokes in order to show me that it wasn’t a big deal, that it was something that I could laugh about. He taught me that things I can’t change should never influence my life as greatly as I always let them. Although, at the time I did not see this. And instead cried when he called me ‘pizza face’ and refused to speak to him for some time.

When I was about 11 I got my appendix taken out. I was in the hospital for three days in agony. My mum stayed with me every single night. She endured the below average hospital food and my never-ending complaining about everything and anything. To some people, this may not be a surprise. But there was a young girl not much older than me who shared the room, she had arrived a day or two before me and in the entire time I was there, I remember seeing her family visit only once. Once. My mother was there the entire time.

When I turn up to work hungover and hungry, it’s my mother who drops everything to bring me the exact sandwich I am craving to make me feel better, even though it’s my own fault and I probably deserve to suffer a little bit.

Every single time I come home crying, my parents are there. Even if they’re laughing because even I have no idea what my problem is, they are still there, ready to pull me into a hug and tell me everything is going to be ok. I can go to them when I am upset or confused or having problems because I know that I can tell them anything. That is rare. I know that. I have not met a single other person my age who tells their parents everything, who when something happens can’t wait to go home and tell their mum. But I have that.

This is what makes me mad. This is what I go home feeling guilty about. I have two parents who care more about the happiness of their children than anything else in the world. Two parents who sacrifice everything to give their children the world. Two parents who are so rare that I have not met a single person who is even remotely lucky enough to have parents as caring as mine.

I love my parents more than anything but I know that no matter what, they will always love me infinitely more. I know because they tell me every day. But not everyone gets this. In fact, very few people have what I have and I hate it. I hate it. But as my parents have always told me “life’s not fair”.

Our Dear Friend Oscar

Dave Byrne is Head of the Languages Faculty at Feilding High School. The following piece is a refection on his son, Oscar.

One day we brought the groceries home and Oscar picked up the cans and started stacking them in different locations before staring intently at them. We thought nothing of it at the time.

He would be prone to the odd meltdown and he was completely obsessed with cars but nothing too out of the ordinary for a toddler. His language was the first flag that he may have autism. He had very few words and even fewer two word sentences. Most of what he said was simply a direct echo of what we had said.After doing some research, we ended up seeing  a specialist and we are now on track to getting him diagnosed.

Living with Oscar is an absolute joy. He adores his mum, idolises his twin sister Phoebe and loves visits from his nana. He smiles and blows kisses to his Gran on Skype and usually comes up for cuddles when I arrive home from work.
Where we start to notice differences is how he behaves when he is around other kids. He is happy to play alongside them and is keen to join in with running around games (tag, chase, football etc) but he doesn’t really communicate.

At first, seeing Oscar struggle to form relationships made my heart sink. While Phoebe is off making friends and doing all sorts of imaginative role play, Oscar just happy on his own, investigating things.

But over time I’ve realised that is where you have to check yourself. Why am I sad? Is it because Oscar is not fulfilling my idea of what I think will make him happy? I have to remind myself that it is not about my expectations for him. It is about him working at his own pace and doing what makes him happy.
His kindy teachers are amazing people and he loves going there. He enjoys playing with trains, the slide and every now and then sneaking into the office to tap on the keyboard.

Oscar is slowly learning how to follow instructions and is getting better at responding to his name. It has helped tremendously that we have been proactive and not ignored any signs; the professionals we have dealt with have all been brilliant.

His mum is a wonder woman. Her patience, kindness and caring is absolutely limitless, even when Oscar is at his toughest and most trying.

Oscar is making new discoveries every day and often has incredible moments of lucidity where he will use his words perfectly and in context. Once he even slipped off his chair and managed to deliver a beautifully timed “oh sh..” on his way to the ground.

His sister is probably his favourite person in the world and it’s wonderful watching their relationship blossom. He brings her toys and often shares his food with her. At some point, we realise that we’re going to have to sit down and have a conversation with Phoebe about how her brother is a bit different from her other friends.

Despite his many differences and limitations, Oscar is a sweet, kind and gentle boy.

His personality is possibly best summed up by his name. In some translations, ‘Oscar’ means “dear friend”. With his smiles, gestures, singing and cuddles completely lacking in pretension, Oscar might just be one of the dearest friends I will ever have.

Some Thoughts On Teaching

I wrote this article after I ruptured my Achilles tendon in the middle of 2017. I was becoming more than a little stir-crazy; below is the result.

Philip Jeffreys

I’ve always enjoyed writing and my relatively recent foray into a Facebook page for our Scholarship English students has been a pleasurable experience. The page has become increasingly philosophical and this, coupled with my recent spell of enforced inactivity, has got me thinking more deeply than usual about a range of issues.
My other driver is that I’ve got a nagging feeling that we could do things so much better at FAHS. This is no criticism of an institution which has given me the twin benefits of a range of challenges and a regular income since 1976. However, we’re always so busy all the time that we seldom get time to sit back, grab a coffee or a low-alcohol beer and have a really good ponder about what we do and why and how we do it.
So, in the spirit of this post-modern world, I’m going to start with what I’ve learned about the education process since 1956 when I first became a factor in educational outcomes. Hopefully I will develop some ideas about some current policies and practices and conclude with a generalised point or two about what all this means for both teachers and students.
My first thought is that we teachers, above all else, teach ourselves. Students remember people to a much greater extent than they remember which river forms the border of France and Germany. I have vivid memories of virtually all my teachers, especially the ones who could tell a story, those with a dry sense of humour and those with a real passion for their subject. The Principal of Cathedral Grammar was a gentleman with the magnificent name of Lionel Slingsby Hart. He had fought WW2 as a tank commander in North Africa and he enthralled us with stories of how difficult it was to besiege a Crusader castle in the twelfth century. Beatrice Muir taught Latin and French and when she talked about someone enjoying something she would finish her story by commenting that “her smile went twice round her face and tied in a bow behind her left ear”. At Christ’s College, I spent four years with James “Jimmy” McBride, an Irishman with a flair for languages. One of his favourite phrases was, “You can’t scale 100 per cent” and we really did try to get everything right. According to popular rumour, Jimmy had at least nine children and supplemented his income by evening stints on national radio; his facility with languages ensured that European composers always had their names pronounced correctly.
The corollary of all this is that we ought to be rather less concerned with schemes and much more focussed on developing confidence in ourselves to be the people we really are. Sure, we need to avoid the temptation of trying to be stand-up comedians and we do have to teach the little darlings stuff that they need to know for the exams and, much more importantly, for life after school. However, if we use our brains we can do both because smart teachers teach their courses in such a way that they are their authentic selves at the same time. Trying to be something you’re not is helluva tiring. Been there, done that.
The second thing that I’ve figured out is that in an ideal world we would have a 1:1 student – teacher ratio. Both as teachers and students we know that taking someone aside and explaining why the Spanish Armada failed or the difference between pronouns and conjunctions or why a particular chemical formula operates the way it does (apologies for the lack of detail here) is far and away the best way of getting the concept across. However, if you have a class of 30 teenagers, you’ve got to be smart. You can differentiate until the cows come home (differentiate means that you teach different kids different stuff in different ways) but differentiation can easily develop into an Olympic quality shambles. What you need to do first is to develop a class culture, the keynote of which is that everyone matters equally and that therefore we need to work for each other. Being disruptive doesn’t cross our mind because we recognise that if someone else is being disruptive we can’t learn.
Recently FAHS welcomed Wesley Clarke onto our staff. Wesley is a highly successful rugby coach who specialises in insightful comments about how we humans influence each other and how we work effectively (or not) in groups. In a few short months this South African guru has had a bigger effect on my thinking about teaching than anyone I have ever come across. Even though FAHS currently has the strongest staff we have ever had, I reckon that there’s room for improvement in our culture. Just as developing a class culture is so important in helping students to succeed, so is developing a staff culture so that we all have an emotional investment in moving forward together. The problem is, of course, that teachers – especially the best ones – are highly individualistic by nature. If their way of doing things works, they certainly aren’t going to change it. However, I do think that there’s room for compromise here. Clearly a staff culture can’t be prescriptive. To give a personal example, I have no intention of using IT if it’s just another way of doing what I already do reasonably effectively; moreover, I will use all my inventiveness to get around any aspect of compulsion. Like most Kiwi males, I hate being told what to do; I’d rather go to Hell my way than travel to Heaven using an approved route…You get the picture. Anyway, a staff culture doesn’t have to be prescriptive. All we need is some sort of vague but meaningful mantra. Something as simple as “We do the best we can for each of our students.” No educational jargon – just something simple that we are free to interpret in our own way.
This unofficial mantra has already inspired me to try to make some major changes in what we do and how we do it. Firstly, it’s a truism that we think in words. If we haven’t got too many words at our disposal then our reasoning skills are going to be sorely limited. Reasoning skills are quite important things for fully functioning members of society to possess. Ergo, let’s make a real effort to increase our students’ effective vocabularies. We are currently trialling a variety of methods to achieve this necessary end. Needless to say, this is not all me and I’d like to formally recognise the foundation work of Trish Balmer and the ongoing skills and enthusiasm of Sarah Sisson and Kate Nielson, two staff members who have been crucial in getting the avalanche started. It’s also great to see Glenn Thomson utilising some literacy strategies in the Maths Faculty.
A side effect of our literacy initiative has been the sudden (if 40 years’ late) revelation that two teachers operating in one classroom can have a huge effect on student attitude and achievement. This year I spent a very enjoyable five weeks in SSN’s 11 Science Skills class. The 19 students were the lowest achieving group as identified by Year 10 testing and were widely expected to find NCEA Achievement Standards well beyond them. As there was no option except to have an attempt at Achievement Standards, off they went. SSN restructured their assessment on viruses and bacteria so that it was broken down into very small pieces and did all the teaching. I was employed in an assistant’s role, focussing on teaching key vocabulary in very short stints and checking that the students knew what these words meant and how they were used. I also helped by answering questions when I could. As an aside, I am sure that that my impressive level of ignorance about viruses and bacteria at the start of the unit was seen by the class as a positive factor. Ignorance was OK; it was something we needed to remedy together. Equally impressive as my level of scientific ignorance were the results. Of the 19 students, 16 gained Achieved, including all 15 boys. Now, on the face of it, we haven’t got the resources to double-team all low-band senior classes but I wonder whether these students’ success in Science is going to affect their achievement in other subjects. (Yes, I am going to be dropping in from time to time to see how they are getting on in all their subjects). I also wonder if we can go beyond the obvious and succeed in finding the staffing for something that works amazingly well and really has significant potential for changing students’ lives. After all, confidence is THE key component for success in any field of endeavour and if we can give these students the experience of success maybe they can achieve results none of us imagined.
One of the spin-offs of moving quietly around the Science Skills class was my observation that these young persons asked quite a lot of questions, an awful lot more questions than my super-talented 13ENAs, for example. What the…? What’s going on here? Clearly the Science Skills class had the confidence to ask me for help but the 13ENAs surely had confidence to burn. Didn’t they? Anyway, one evening I invited myself to our hostel prep time and spent a pleasant hour cruising around talking to students about why they did and didn’t ask questions. I’ve put together a (very brief) paper on my findings but I have no doubt that improving students’ real (as opposed to apparent) confidence to ask questions is one of the two most significant changes we can make to improve student achievement. The other, of course, is widening their vocabularies.
Another change I’m really keen on relates to time. You’ll recall that I made reference to this in my second paragraph. One of my mantras is that time is our best friend and our worst enemy (Not a bad way of teaching the concept of paradox). Over the last twelve months I’ve become increasingly aware that time is indeed an unforgiving enemy for many of us. We are running on empty: we’re trying to do too much in the school day and also in those pre- and post-school hours that make up the remainder of the allocated 24. There are two highly predictable results of this state of affairs: stuff isn’t done as well as it might be and teachers come to regard FAHS as a source of exhaustion rather than of inspiration. Fortunately, there’s a solution. We need to burn as many assessments as we possibly can. In the senior school, we offer at least 50% more credits than students actually need. At Levels 2 and 3 some students are entered for twice as many credits as they require. Surely it would be smart to design courses which maximise teaching and minimise assessment? Would that not be highly likely to produce better results, better informed students and less stressed staff?
Moreover, I reckon that there’s another way in which we can save our staff valuable time. When I was a HOF my key policy was a commitment not to waste people’s time and therefore I cancelled every meeting that had limited value. I did get some criticism from those colleagues who liked sitting around and airing their views but there are other ways of having professional discussions – and other venues for them. As a wise journalist once said, “Winners have parties; losers have meetings.” I’m a fan of voluntary meetings: the chairperson decides on the agenda and publishes it. If people feel they have something to contribute, they show up. If they’d rather do some essential family shopping or continue “War and Peace”, good luck to them. Furthermore, there are all sorts of ways of disseminating information; holding a meeting is the least effective way I have ever come across.
So what does all this prove? Well, I didn’t start writing this with the intention of proving anything in particular but possibly I have discovered a few gems worth the trouble of digging up and polishing. To begin with, I’d like to share a couple of aside comments which have occurred to me whilst writing the above comments. Firstly, age doesn’t really matter all that much in teaching; provided, of course, that one still has the faculties of breathing and being reasonably ambulatory. There are some students who do respond to teachers who are closer in age to them than we more venerable types are, but this phenomenon really does vary from student to student. Interestingly, there appears to be a strong correlation between students who relate best to younger teachers and those who reject the works of the long-dead, Shakespeare in particular. Interesting, but not surprising. Secondly, I have discovered that staying at the same school for one’s whole career is no bad thing. Certainly, promotion can be extraordinarily slow, but teaching and promotion don’t necessarily go together. The upside is the joy of teaching the children and grand-children of past pupils. Anyway, that’s enough of me.
To conclude, my key finding is that we can all inspire each other, provided that we are open to being inspired. That stroppy young bloke in the far corner can teach us how to do a better job, but we do need to be prepared to accept the feedback. Guest speakers can open young eyes to the world beyond school, if only because they look and sound different. They may be conveying exactly the same message as we do but packaging does make a difference in promoting a product. Finally, we all teach each other every day. That sounds terribly trite but it’s just so true. How we relate to each other – teachers, students, teacher-aides and ancillary staff – determines not only our job satisfaction but our personal growth as well.

“Sheaf” Editorial 2017

The following piece was written by Abby Davenport, a member of the 2017 Level 3 cohort.

Well, we made it. For some of us, we have just survived our first year of high school. Others, our first year of NCEA. And those like myself, it’s the end of a bittersweet chapter in our lives. One that has helped to shape and define us as individuals, mould and (attempt to) prepare us for adulthood, and maybe even somewhere along the line, educate us on content somewhat useful for tertiary education (if we so choose).

It’s pretty remarkable to think that we have packed so many experiences into such a short amount of time. A roller coaster journey that has seen many ups and downs, dos and don’ts, firsts and lasts. While I thought I couldn’t wait to finally see the day that I wave goodbye to this place, I also didn’t think that it could creep up on me so quickly. I remember in year 9 anticipating the years to come and thinking about what I want to do with my life and where I see myself ending up. What university to go to. Should I even go to university? I also remember having such thoughts only yesterday. However if there’s one thing that I’ve truly learnt from high school, it’s that the journey is far more important than the destination (thanks PJ!). Despite having dedicated thousands of hours to classes, plus all that extra for internals that span over weeks or in some cases, months (yes history folder, I’m talking about you), I have also come to learn that the most important lessons are taught to you by not just your teachers, but also those around you – friends or not.

Over the course of high school and the time we’ve spent growing up, some feel that the world has shrunken down. That it wasn’t long ago that we were ending our toddler stage and progressing to our first day of primary school in which every day since, we have only been growing to fit a set mould of our future. However this is certainly not true. The world is only just beginning to expand for us. Just because you were, or maybe weren’t, accepted into that Biomedical Engineering, architecture, or school of music course, or you are yet to even apply for anything, this does not mean it’s the be all, end all. That your fate is sealed. Despite popular belief, high school doesn’t just set you up for one path of life or one course of study. Whether you realise it or not, it equips you with the means necessary to veer from one path to the other and provide you with a wide selection of choices and destinations once you leave at the end of year 13. You just have to look up from that textbook and realise that the most important learning on offer is from the interactions and memories made with those around you.

To those of you reading this who are still on your high school journey, if I can offer a piece of advice, it would be not to let others dictate your subject choice and your path of life. Because at the end of the day, it’s your life and you must do what makes you happy. Pick the subjects you are passionate about. Not the ones you are told look best on your record of achievement or that you have no interest in whatsoever because honestly, although I have enjoyed all my subjects, there are still some random concepts I will never find myself having to use (like the life story of F. Scott Fitzgerald, Chiaroscuro Lighting, or the microscopic insides of a plant cell). There are no ‘smart’ or ‘easy’ subjects at high school. The classes are what you make them. Additionally, don’t take things at face-value and don’t be afraid to ask questions. Voice your concerns because when it comes down to it, the most important voice at high school is that of the students.

And so, with my little spiel over, I just want to say a big thank you to FAHS and all the people – friends, teachers and everyone else that has made the past five years so memorable. It’s been a great run, Class of 2017, and I couldn’t have asked for a better bunch of people to see the year out. Therefore, in closing this significant chapter in our lives, we open a new and unknown one. One that is undoubtedly full with new characters, settings, conflicts and climaxes. Nonetheless, lets ride it out with pride, and make the most of what the journey has to offer us.

To leave you with a favourite quote of mine from the film, The Curious Case of Benjamin Button (used, of course, for Level 1 reading logs), “For what it’s worth: it’s never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you’re proud of. If you find that you’re not, I hope you have the courage to start all over again”.